Did my dad really pass away?
Isn't he just on a business trip?
Are you sure he isn't going to just run in the door any minute?
These are the questions that run through my mind constantly.
Every morning that I wake up I am having to remind myself that this isn't Thanksgiving weekend, so I will remember why I am here.
I know that we had a memorial service for dad, but at the same time I keep asking myself it that really happened.
I am sure that this is a stage in the grieving process...but since I am not experienced in this at all.
Actually this is something I would talk to my dad about.
I miss him so much.